The Dark Side of Rev. Mathias

The Darker Side of Mathias

Well this is the Dark side of Rev. Mathias. All the evil and hate built up to create what it is I fear. I have become my shadow. Now enter into my Solace where I go to hide when the shadow comes. This is my new reality controlled by fear hate anger and greed. Gluttony, Lust, Sloth, Envy, Pride, Greed, and Wrath all exist without death. No longer deadly sins but an extension of the soul and body for the pleasure of the mind.

Lust
What do you lust in life? Well here are my lusts out in the open no holding back. I Lust after love of the Physical kind. I do lust after my girlfriend who goes by the name Kandee Kaine. I do lust after her physically and mentally it is a lust that I cannot hide.

Gluttony
Gluttony.. In life I am a glutton of myself and the computer. Day after day night after night I sit on the computer rotting away over dosing on IRC chat RPing a bunch of crap that I enjoy.

Sloth
Now for Sloth. Yes I am slothful.. At many times I procrastinate. I am normally too lazy to do anything except what I want to do. If the motivation isnt there I am very SlothFul

Evny
Envy is one I dont feel much. If I do have any envy it is normally towards figures that have achieved much or has a lot of intelligence (example: Aliester Crowley, Anton LaVey, etc.)

Greed
Greed, Yes I am greedy much of the time Money is a big matter to me. You cant survive without money. as Daffy Duck says "Mine Mine All Mine!!!"

Pride
I am very Prideful. I used to be the kid everyone beat up now I have much more self confidence. Now no one fucks with me. I am the shit. To quote a song from KoRn "Mother Fucking Bitch Never Try to Play Me!"

Wrath
Wrath is something now that I am big I feel a lot of. I do take out my vengance upon those who always looked down upon me and spit on me. FUCK YOU ALL.. I have the Fury of Hell and the Wrath of God inside me!

Rev. Mathias?

Yes Rev. Mathias as in Reverend. I take this name upon myself because I follow many beliefs in which it can be considered a new religion. So I am A Reverend or Preacher of my new religion that goes nameless. I just call it the Truth.

Music I listen to Music is a thing that we all need to survive. I listen to almost anything but I do love to listne to things such as Marilyn Manson and KoRn. Atari Teenage Riot the Older Prodigy and some Bone Thugs In Harmony. I dont listen to much Rap but Bone Thugs do have a more twisted I'm from hell try to fuck with me type of side. I hate the I'm from Compton G Thug homey stuff but I'm not gonna insult another's music everyone has their own choice in what they Like. At times Like this when I am stuck in my shadow I listen mainly to Anti-Christ Superstar it is one of the darker CDs that I like.

Now for Some Other crap! OKay now what do we need to do? Well first of all there is the Thearoy of Satan. What is Satan? To me he is nothing more than a symbol of Humanity nothing more nothing less. But of course that could be a lie of satan! Anyways we are all god and satan or whatever the good/evil deities you believe in. Now tell me what evil have you done? No one is innocent and no one is evil. Why is it that all of what society calls evil is more noticable than when someone helps out their community? This world is obsessed with evil/darkness. But as I believe and some others out there do to. To become closer to god one has to at first experience all things because God(the creative entity) is everything. If you do not experience the evil/bad then you cannot experience god which is both. I am the Anti-christ and Satan we are all both entities.

Movies Natural Born Killers Directors Cut! The one and only movie that is worth watching. But there are a few who can come close in my book. The movies Silence of the Lambs, Seven, and Edward ScissorHands. Rank up there. Then there are movies with twisted meanings or can be taken in a twisted way. Such as Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. IF there are any suggestions for a dark kick ass movie let me know.

Now what is it that you are fearing?? Do you Know?

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